youd post this much if you were sick too

So update on the sick. Its gotten better in some ways and in other ways much much worse. So I get up feeling rather goodish my first sleep in a LONG time where I did not get up 3-4 times hacking away. Also it was a nice 8 hour then another 3 hours sleep. Yamato calls to see how I was, which was nice. Good to know people are worried if im alive or not.

So I get up and look forward to the sushi I bought last nite. I was a little worried since I planned on eating it some 12 hours ago but thought refrigeration! But no, I ate half a piece and thought it was a little gross, so I tried one bite of another one but that was bad too, so I tried to eat the tamago the most safe thing, but no I landed up throwing the whole thing out. Also for the dango (mochi on a stick) I bought it was hard as rock and gross... so blah what a waste of food.

I land up drinking a bunch of aquarius (its sports drink) and an apple plus some popcorn in a bag. But soon after an hour of this I feel a bit queasy and I run to the bathroom, its diarrhea. And then again, and again , and again and before I know it Ive drunken the entire 2 liter bottle of aquarius but am debating if I can make it to the store and back without another attack of bathroom.

I feel so lame I organized my ipod a bit (it was only semi dead as in i restarted it and such) But I'm so weak I cant even play guitar, and its really cold for some reason. Its close to noon and yet I can still see my breath in my apartment. So I'm walking around in sweater and long pants with booties on, and I still have to wear a blanket draped around me (something I didnt even do in the dead of winter) So I'm not sure what I'm going to do about laundry, showering (it takes 2 hours to heat and fil my tub and then I need to splash the water onto myself to bath, which I'm pretty sure I don't have the strength for) So right now Japan and my shitty apartment is REALLY kicking my ass right now, I debate crawling back into my sleeping bag and sleeping the rest of the day. But I'm certain I need to rehydrate and I'm sure getting out of that thing to go the bathroom may not work.......

Needless to say I feel like crap.....I don't know if I can make it Sunday, in fact I dont even know if I'll be better by monday...blah.