SICK DOOM

I am really sick right now....like just keeping my head up and typing is taking alot of effort. The worst part is in an hour I have to teach 3 classes..... And repeat tommorow and friday... I am really sick right now but I have very little time to do my classes. I thought I was getting better but it suddenly got cold and though the cold does not always have a direct correlation with being sick, its been making my cough worse. I've been getting up at least 3 times a night hacking away so hard, I don't think I'm getting quality sleep. I really shouldve gone to the doctor yesterday when I had no classes, but I really felt I was getting better. Right now I'm so light headed I'm not sure what I'm going to do come class time... But if I were to cancel my classes now, I'm not sure when or if I could finish them. Its the last two weeks of class...its the last lesson for both first and second years! I NEED to get better...I don't think I'll be going to Japanese class today.... I just pray I don't pass out in class.

Edit: Ok, it started snowing but my first few lessons went basicly pretty good. The last class was just so awful. I completely lost my voice from just screaming at them, and during the interview game two boy groups got together so they could look up offensive words on their dictionary and string together nonsensical engrish sentences that were semi insulting... I couldnt get the entire meaning but could get that they were insulting, the looking like a man, something about my ass...yeah fun.

I'm not sure what to do when they are that bad I can't disicipline them and that teachers just sits down the ENTIRE class. Shes basicly given up on them and ignores all the crap stuff they do, and so I'm there where 10 of the students are sleeping, another 15 are just talking, and maybe 5 are trying. At some point during the review game I just gave up screaming and told them next year I hope they all settle down and learn to focus....of course they didnt understand and I wasnt going to force them to. When students don't know words like choice, move, make......argh.

I fear tommorow I teach the two WORST classes in the entire school. These classes make my 1-6 class....almost bearable. Those two are basicly like class 1-6 but with the topper that both classes have two HORROR students that basicly make teaching next to impossible. I'm leaveing at 4:15 my supervisor informed me i can leave from that time, and me staying till 430 is me being dumb. I've been trying to segway my time schedule back to 430 which is what i USED to stay till. But now knowing i can leave even earliar means....I'm going to do that. Especially on wends, when I have Japanese class. A\