SCARY

With all my excitement I forgot to talk about my weird dreams lately. Of late I've had quiet a few dreams where I'm not just dying..but the entire world is going to end. Usually via some sort of strange sun related DOOM. So its either getting freakishly hot, or somehow I know that some evil genius is playing god and messing up the universe.

I also usually die in these dreams, but of course its the type of death where I quickly and almost instantly just get back up or I body jump into someone else. Very very creepy. Whenever I have these, even when I get alot of sleep I just feel wiped out. In fact the day I overslept ALOT was after one of these dreams. It's really bad since these dreams are usually so engrossing I oversleep my alarm clocks. I overslept like half an hour today (even though all 3 of my alarms clocks were going off) thankfully since LATE DOOM day I've been getting up EXTRA early, so it wasn't much of a problem.

Also they say at my age I only need about 6 hours of sleep...but HELL NO! I am dead tired ALL the time without my 8 hours. I really love sleep and if I could I'd sleep 9 hours everyday. But work, laziness, etc, etc. As a note I am once again horribly bored at school, but with initiative to do anything since I'm rather tired and slightly disturbed from my dream. In my dream I was shot in the neck and somehow survived due to some chemical solution which grants super powers or something, but it was really freaky at some point I think my head was chopped off to end my misery before I body jumped to someone else to witness the end of the world....slightly disturbing.. I'm not sure what it all means. I don't believe in dreams being able to predict my personality or my future but I do believe these dreams have a link with some underlying worry with in me...to an extent. But these dreams, I really have to wonder what is up with it!

Could just be me though, a few years ago for no apparent reason (my life was rather nice, very worry free cruising through college, lots of friends, nice routine, period of my life) every day for almost a month I dreamt I was either dying, being murdered or chased by some psycho maniac. So maybe my psyche just likes to mix things up whenever things are going too good? Who knows, but if dreams are the only thing I need to worry about, the let it be so.